Every Thursday night the woman on my team meet together to have accountability and to catch up on life. Considering that fact that I like to talk, this night is always something I look forward to. Last time we met I came up with questions that we would all have to answer….like a get to know you better game ☺ It was so much fun! It is amazing how much you can get to know someone when you take time to ask questions. I realized that night, that questions is one of the ways I receive love. I absolutely love it when someone has a question or wants to understand and get to know me better! I thrive when someone really has time for me and has a desire to learn about me. This was a fun fact that I learned about myself and I wanted to share. I am going to try to put that into action and try to be intentional with asking questions to others…I want their hearts to feel all warm and fuzzy like mine!
I have been contemplating what to write on my blog lately. I am going through a time in the culture shock/stress phase that is hard to put into words. However, just the other day as I sat on the floor starring out the window the words came. Heart Broken. That kind of heart- ache that consumes your body, leaves you somewhat depressed and the pain is so real it feels physical. I feel like I just had a bad break-up. I was told Nov/Dec are going to be hard months, but I got through November and then …heart break. I am not sure why. But I have my guesses. The adventure of moving here and starting life here is over. I am officially here. I am living life in China. With that being said; now I am realizing that life in China isn’t easy all the time, I miss home and life there, and that living life here is going to be more of a sacrifice than I originally thought. Its not temporary. This is a hard realization. I think for the past 5 months I have been in survival mode. Knowing if I just pushe...
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