The time has come. We both feel good! We woke up from an amazing nights sleep and were so full of joy we didn’t know what to do with ourselves! So, of course, we played baseball! With a piece of wood and a tennis ball we hit the ball around the house for about 30 minutes! We were laughing so hard I had tears running down my face! I didn’t win, I think Jeremy beat me by 10 points, but it didn’t matter.
I love those times when I look at Jeremy and have the biggest crush on him! I was so giddy and so excited to be playing baseball with him ☺ There were times I even felt embarrassed and blushed because I couldn’t hit the ball. I am very blessed to have him in my life and very blesses nothing was broken in our house!
I have been contemplating what to write on my blog lately. I am going through a time in the culture shock/stress phase that is hard to put into words. However, just the other day as I sat on the floor starring out the window the words came. Heart Broken. That kind of heart- ache that consumes your body, leaves you somewhat depressed and the pain is so real it feels physical. I feel like I just had a bad break-up. I was told Nov/Dec are going to be hard months, but I got through November and then …heart break. I am not sure why. But I have my guesses. The adventure of moving here and starting life here is over. I am officially here. I am living life in China. With that being said; now I am realizing that life in China isn’t easy all the time, I miss home and life there, and that living life here is going to be more of a sacrifice than I originally thought. Its not temporary. This is a hard realization. I think for the past 5 months I have been in survival mode. Knowing if I just pushe...
loved this one, tama! so sweet
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